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Dancing During War (Ukraine travel memoir) #3: Thursday August 14, 2024

by Keith Hennessey, 2024

Using my phone I read a few things about the war today including the surprise Ukrainian incursion into Kursk Russia. I also tried to learn more about the Air Alarm system so I could emotionally prepare for my first air raid siren. I joined an English-language Telegram channel, which was recommended for tracking potential bombing.

Then I researched queer Ukraine and learned about an amazing 2018 photo project and exhibition featuring queer soldiers within Ukraine’s “Anti Terrorist Forces.” The photo project affirms the presence of LGBTQ+ Ukrainians in general and heroic soldiers in particular. Despite the subjects’ identities being hidden, the photos bring queer visibility and pride into public space.

I went to two large old Catholic churches, both with extremely elaborate interiors. Murals, arches, wood and marble, tiled floor designs, statuary and icons, alcoves and pillars… The first one had a sign outside requesting prayers for Ukraine.

A little later, after visiting a couple second hand stores, I passed a church from which I could hear singing. I entered to a Catholic mass honoring “defenders,” which is how Ukrainians refer to their soldiers. Alongside the interior of the church were photos of hundreds and hundreds of deceased defenders. I had read that both sides were under-reporting their war dead to not weaken national esteem. But everyone knows someone who has died and even more who are physically injured, traumatized, and displaced from their homes.

In a small plaza outside the church I witnessed a combination of info display and memorial for the over 900 Azov brigade soldiers and crew still held in Russian prisons since 2022. The Azov brigade began as an independent “army” made up of predominantly Russian-speaking Ukrainians who were then assimilated into the Ukrainian National Guard and were the last line of defense in the terrible siege on Mariupol. They are highly regarded in Ukraine for their bravery and sacrifices, and there is a movement to keep pressure on negotiating prisoner release.

There’s a lot of follow up study if you’re interested in Azov, torture as a war tactic, and the siege on Mariupol including:

  • The extreme torture perpetrated against Ukrainian soldiers.
  • The critiques of Azov members with neo-Nazi affiliation, and the normalization of radical right Ukrainian nationalism.
  • The bombing massacre of a theater/cultural heritage site used as a citizen refuge in Mariupol.

Walking back to my temp rental I saw a young guy with his bandaged foot casually yet intimately supported by his buddy’s leg as they sat on a street bench. When I looked closer I saw that he was missing half his foot. I’d heard that I would occasionally see wounded soldiers including amputees with prosthetics.

My first appearance at the weekend Contact Improvisation festival organized around my visit was an informal lecture on the politics of dancing, and the political potentials of CI. My talk-discussion was attended by 35-40 people, including two people I’d met before, plus a small livestream audience in Kyiv. The talk happened in a very new studio run by a physical theater company in a renovated-gentrified factory complex of multiple buildings. Next door was a hip gym called Smartass whose logo looked like a tech startup’s.

My talk offered three ideas or frames for thinking about dancing as political engagement and political healing. Ideas and inspirations I’ve been working with for at least 10 years:

  1. Gustav Landauer’s analysis of the state as a system of relationships, a mode of behavior, that cannot be destroyed as an object but rather needs to be replaced by contracting new relationships, by treating each other differently. I proposed the studio and CI jam as a research lab to develop, rediscover, and practice these new relationships.
  2. I introduced a few women from US Black feminism whose work considers and responds to oppressive power and state violence. Quoting Audre Lorde and adrienne marie brown I encouraged them to consider self and community care during a multi-year invasion by one of the world’s biggest military empires as “self preservation” and “political warfare,” and supported care-tuned dancing with brown’s “we learn to love by loving.” Using the touch and change prayer from Octavia Butler’s dystopian novel Parable of the Sower, I offered some fresh ways to understand touch and consent as tools of social
    transformation.
  3. My final idea was to propose solidarity as an ethical goal of these dancing, caring, loving, touching experiments. Identifying the radical right, neofascist, and anti-democratic movements around the world as an intensification of neoliberalism’s crisis of solidarity, I proposed CI as empathy training that might expand our capacity for solidarity, to care for those we don’t know, those who are different from us.

After each idea the circle was opened up to comments, questions, discussion. Several of the questions circled around the gap between the studio and the world, the counter cultural gap, the power gap, the hopelessly small scale of the CI network. At one point, even though I had decided to not critique nationalism given how it was functioning as a primary tactic of Ukranian survival and defense, we got into it. I suggested that nationalism is resonant with the tactically effective yet dead-end strategy of identity politics. This was the edgiest thing I said. One person pushed back and said it was crucial to their survival right now. One person thanked me for bringing it up. One person said let’s move on. I apologized. One person responded, we forgive you, because you dared to come here.

After the talk there was an open CI jam. Approximately 30 people stayed to dance. As usual I watched more than danced but I had a couple of lovely dance connections. The floor was hard but new.

Will there be dancing during wartime? Yes. There will be dancing.

At the jam’s closing circle one person praised that there were dancers from at least 7 different cities including a few from Kharkiv and other places experiencing active bombing. They were so grateful to have Ukrainians from around the country dancing together at a jam. One of the long term CI teacher/organizers in Ukraine reported that she could feel love in her dancing tonight, maybe for the first time in over 2 years. A young enthusiastic guy finished his comments by saying, “Slava Ukraini (Glory to Ukraine.)” Someone asked for a moment of silence for the “defenders, without whom we wouldn’t be dancing.” The “moment” lasted six full minutes. It was intense and reverent.

After the jam a young dancer came up to thank me for talking about nationalism. She said she was from the Eastern part of Ukraine, in the contested Donbas region. Speaking Russian as a first language she felt excluded from Ukrainian nationalism despite her identification with Ukraine and critique of Putin’s Russia. I asked her where she was living now and she replied, Krakow (in Poland), describing it as “heaven on earth.”

A couple people including my main host took me out for pizza where the conversation continued for another hour. A young man explained why he hadn’t registered for the draft and how he was prepared to defend his refusal to military recruiters who sometimes pick up young men in the street. He felt that his family had served enough already. His older brother was at the front for five years and is now disabled. His father, a former journalist previously jailed for criticizing the army, was now serving in the Ukrainian air defense. He said, “It happened in late 90s. My father wrote about government crimes in a newspaper. One evening, he was illegally abducted by the police. Without a trial and unlawfully, they held him in the forest for half a year. We didn’t know if he would return alive.”

It was getting close to the midnight curfew and we were all tired so we hugged goodnight.

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Dancing During War (Ukraine travel memoir) #2: Wednesday August 14, 2024

by Keith Hennessey, 2024

I came to Ukraine because I hate war and imperialism and wanted to extend solidarity to people suffering from it. Also I’m deeply curious about, and inspired by, how people, and artists in particular, think-feel-work-dance-heal-create-connect under extremely difficult conditions. How to survive a war? How to keep dancing, or not, during a war? From previous experiences* and extensive political reading I know that witnessing is a powerful act of solidarity. I came to listen and look, with a willingness to be changed and a commitment to not turn away, not be silent. I was sincerely invited and warmly welcomed.

I also came because I’m restless and confused with my own life which teeters between fabulous, and lonely alienated political despair. With the overly scheduled and distracted attention of my everyday life I don’t have the capacity to focus or learn at the level I’d like to be engaged, at the level I have found only when I leave home and immerse myself in a place and a history with the people most impacted.

I also came because it was easier, logistically and culturally, than going to Sudan, Palestine, Venezuela, or Congo, where I am also interested in learning, witnessing and offering solidarity. In early August 2024 I had paid work relatively nearby in Vienna and I had been to Kyiv before the 2022 invasion and knew some Ukrainian dancers. Karl Frost, a dancer friend, had made the trip a few months earlier to offer contact improvisation (CI) workshops in Kyiv and Lviv. Karl connected me with Lilia, a dancer-organizer from Lviv who organized a talk, classes, and dance jams around my visit. I declined invitations to go to Kyiv because the trip is long and the likelihood of bombing and regular air raid sirens was much higher.

In discussing what I might offer in this situation, Lilia said, “we’re trying to hold together a dance community during the war, to keep our love and humanity alive.”

I responded:
“I am not a therapist or trauma specialist but I recognize the healing or calming potential of the practices we do in a dance class, in somatic awareness exercises, in paying close attention to our breath and body sensations, in tuning in to another person or group. Most healing focuses on the individual. I am more interested in “political healing,” which recognizes how we share many symptoms (anxiety, depression, alienation) with other people (and other beings) and that our pain/harm is caused by social and political forces more than by isolated individuals. My work tends more to the whole forest than to the individual tree.”

Lilia responded:
“Dear Keith, First of all I appreciate your desire to come and teach in Ukraine. For us it’s very important when people abroad would like to come and to spend some time in Ukraine. To see how we keep on living and keep on dancing in this crazy world. In a war world full of violence, anger and horrible things around, somehow we choose to love, to be kind and to be honest with each other. It is a miracle for me. How is it possible in these hard circumstances to choose the humanity? We are living in the high risk right now. It’s a revolutionary world. For me CI practice is kind of the same revolutionary dance form with a high risk and a strong survival mode.

CI practice is supporting our nervous system and is helping to survive our body both physically and mentally. In your workshop in Ukraine, Keith, I’d like to experience how the physicality of CI practice meets our Ukrainian context. Through the CI exercises focused on physicality and gravity. Through the scores and performative structures. How the Russian war changed us and keeps on changing. How the political and social forces change us. How do we meet these changes? How open are we to speak and to dance with complicated things in our lives — like war for Ukrainians and like women`s rights, queer rights and so on? We have done it every day since 24.02.2022. I think we are ready for that risk — putting seeds and uncomfortable questions. We are in survival mode.

I trust you as a CI teacher and I trust your experience. We are not expecting something big from you. We are inviting you to come and dance with us and to share your experience. This is enough. Your active solidarity position is a key. And of course we’ll be healing together while gathering and doing simple CI things but risky
physical things related to the survival mode.”

Due to the ongoing war employing drones and air missiles there were no commercial flights into Ukraine. I flew to Krakow Poland were I had a lovely day of rest, and enjoyed 2nd hand shopping, hipster ramen**, and the hotel spa. Then I took a 7-hour FlixBus to Lviv. I’d heard that the border was unpredictable and we could be there for hours. I was imagining a more militarized situation… maybe like an Israeli checkpoint but it was just slow bureaucracy, not malevolent. Fortunately I had packed a lot of food.

My host Lilia, a dancer, organizer, and mother of two small kids, met me at the station. We hugged warmly despite never having met before. She told me that when she texted me that morning she wondered if I would really come, imagining that I might cancel at the last minute. In the taxi Lilia tried to explain the destabilizing and exhausting unpredictability of the Ukrainian situation. She said they no longer had any concept of the future. She went to a CI festival in Austria last year and observed that people who seem to know their future feel plastic to her after 3 years of war. I asked, plastic? She explained, “They walk around oblivious like plastic people who can count on their future unfolding in a predetermined way.” While in Ukraine I heard many versions of this feeling of alienation or critical distance from people who are not also living with war as a daily reality or who act as if a war at the border of Eastern Europe and Russia doesn’t concern them.

On my first walk around the city center, with its multiple cathedrals and churches over 300 years old, and quaint cobblestone streets lined with vibrant and crowded outdoor cafes, I saw the first visible sign of war. A church with protective covers on its stained glass windows and historic sculptures. After dinner I came upon a street musician who had a large audience of over 100 people, mostly in their teens and 20s. I was attracted by what sounded like a singalong, choral singing. Later I played the recording for someone to ask about the song and learned that it was a pop Ukrainian song from the 90s that many people know. There’s a curfew for everyone at midnight, which I appreciated because here in the dense city center there are many busy cafes, restaurants, bars, and ice cream shops just outside my window.

*My previous war and conflict experiences: Bosnia and Croatia in 1995, Chiapas after the 1997 Acteal massacre perpetrated by paramilitaries against the indigenous Zapatistas, Cairo after the 2011 uprisings, Oslo during and Bratislava following anti-gay shootings in 2022 and 2023.
**Not sure why this is turning into an Eastern Europe ramen tour but for reference, the ramen restaurants in Vienna are cheaper than SF, cheaper in Krakow than in Vienna, and cheaper again in Lviv compared to Krakow. In Lviv a dinner-size bowl of delicious ramen in a trendy spot is US$5-7. I 💜 ramen.

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Dancing During War (Ukraine travel memoir) #1

by Keith Hennessey, 2024

This is a serialized travel memoir from a well-intentioned yet ill-informed US/Canadian perspective that shares stories of fierce vulnerable Ukrainian dancers in the middle of a war/invasion. This isn’t well researched journalism. Yes you can share with friends —Keith

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Dear reader,

This is a 5-day collection of stories, observations, and experiences from my trip to Lviv, Ukraine in August 2024. 2024 was year 3 or 10 or 30 or 100 of the war between Russia and Ukraine, also known as, Ukraine’s righteous defense against Russia’s colonial invasion, depending on which historical date or “truth” you want to prioritize. Numbers of people killed and other data are based on what I could find online in summer 2024.

First, some historical dates to explain the above numbers, 3, 10, 30, 100:

1921-22: (100 years ago.) Russia, as part of Soviet expansion, invaded and annexed/occupied Ukraine, including a violent suppression of Ukrainian literature, culture, and language.

1932-33: In the violent take-over (forced nationalization) of Ukraine’s vast and fertile private farms, Stalin’s regime caused the Holodomar/Terror-Famine, an agricultural genocide that resulted in at least 4 million Ukrainian deaths. Followed by massive displacement, both internally and by emigration.

Nov 1989: Fall of the Berlin Wall and the beginning of dissolution of Russian-dominated Soviet Union.

Aug 1991: (30 years ago.) Ukrainian independence, and intensification of Russian efforts to control and/or destabilize Ukraine, to keep Ukraine within the Russian sphere of economic, military, and cultural influence. The US and Europe have been very active in this larger global competition, pulling Ukraine away from Russia towards Europe, maybe with promises to join Europe (and maybe even NATO?)

Feb 2014: Maidan Revolution / Revolution of Dignity, culmination of the Euromaidan protests (2013-14), which ousted Ukraine’s pro-Russian president.

2014: (10 years ago.) In response to the Maidan Revolution, Putin’s Russia invaded Ukraine’s Donbas region and then annexed Crimea. There has been an ongoing war in Eastern Ukraine since then, which Russia escalated in 2022. Ukraine re-prioritized Ukrainian language education in and out of schools.

Feb 2022: (3 years ago.) The current Russian invasion of Ukraine, occupying significant areas of Eastern Ukraine, ongoing bombing of civilian infrastructure in several areas of the country including the capital Kyev. An unknown number of thousands of Ukrainian civilians dead, estimates of over 100,000 military dead, and over 8 million Ukrainians have fled the country from a population of 41 million. Russian military deaths have not been clearly reported but it seems that over 100,000 have died.

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Through a friend I reached out to a couple of Ukrainian contact improvisation dancer-organizers saying I’d heard that there was a desire for international teachers to come to Ukraine, to share skills, witness life during war, and soften some of the isolation they have felt since 2022. A small festival was organized around my visit which included a talk, 3 days of classes and dance jams, an informal performance, and a closing hang out at a semi-rural sauna/banya. Over 50 people participated, from several cities and towns around Ukraine including Lviv, Kyiv, Odessa, Dnipro and Kharkiv, with 25-40 people at each class, talk, jam, performance.

These notes are intended as both a curious travelog for my friends and as a small act of solidarity with Ukrainian dancers feeling isolated, abandoned, and hungry for connection, witness, and support. Writing helps to organize my memories and thoughts and also helps me process what has been a deeply emotional few days. You are witnessing my witnessing.

I do not name all of the people I met and whose stories I’m sharing here. They know I took a lot of notes and photos and consented to my sharing this report with friends and beyond. They also have access to the document and know that I welcome their comments, corrections, edits. Neither my notes nor memories are precise or complete. I heard almost everything through translation and gaps of cultural understanding. I selected what to share. Any historical info was grabbed from Wikipedia and quick internet searches simply to create a broader context for the stories I heard. Please do your own research and don’t quote me. Supportive corrections are welcome. All errors, misunderstanding, and omissions are mine. Apologies to all.

At least some of you reading this should consider going to Ukraine.

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Collapse, capitalism, and no end to growth (extracts from an upcoming book by Tadzio Mueller: #5)

Republished with permission from the blog of Tadzio Mueller, Peaceful Sabotage

Note: this repost continues from the last extract from Tadzio`s upcoming book published on COTW here. Tadzio is happy to receive feedback from activists all over the world. Visit his website for more details.

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…From 2010 to 2015, the young, primarily left-wing radical climate movement plodded around rather unnoticed in the coal-mining regions, trying to pull new levers after the summit… and nobody gave a fuck .

…and in capitalism?

This was initially quite surprising for me, or rather frustrating, because, as I said, I need exercise to cope with major, otherwise insurmountable fears. In this case: the fear of climate collapse, of the end of the world as we know it , to quote the 90s again.

And why the sudden fear of collapse? I mean , back in the 2000s, the German left and a large part of the climate movement knew nothing about tipping points. At that time, “climate change” was mostly imagined as a more or less linear phenomenon. People were looking forward to avocado cultivation in Franconia and Caribbean vacations on Borkum. “Disasters” and the like would occur in the Global South, but here, with us, up here, with us rich people, it would simply raise the average temperature by one or two degrees. No big deal , it’s still primarily a luxury issue: it’s about polar bears and people in the Global South, in that order , and we in Germany don’t really worry about such irrelevances, unless it means we can sell more cars. I still remember a conversation with a clever comrade who asked me around 2010 whether my warning about “large-scale crop failures in the event of escalating climate change” wasn’t “too alarmist.” In retrospect, it’s a funny question, and generally speaking, the reactions of most of the German left to our new climate movement were rather hesitant: the accusation of “catastrophism” was in the air, alongside the old left-wing anti-eco-babble such as “climate protection is anti-worker”, “climate protection is a bourgeois luxury issue”, and the ever-popular classic: “because it is capitalism that is destroying the climate, we just have to destroy capitalism, then the climate will work out too.”

These were, of course, not actual substantive statements; in any case, they were about intellectually deflecting the necessity of a serious societal and/or left-wing debate about what the “climate question” would mean for the wealthy, late-imperialist plunder communities of the Global North—for example, what this “common but differentiated responsibility” (CBDR ) for solving the climate question, enshrined in international law at the famous “Earth Summit” in Rio in 1992, could actually mean. Nevertheless, it is worthwhile to dissect the line of reasoning “because it is capitalism that is destroying the climate, we simply have to destroy capitalism, then the climate will work out too” in order to explain how simultaneously correct and utterly useless this idea is, and especially what it fails to consider. And to do that, I have to go back to my dissertation, which, as I said, was about anti-capitalist activism and the question of how it can be effective: ” how do we fight and win against capital(ism)? ” And to answer this question, I had to go back to the beginning and first really understand how “capitalism” actually works, especially its often-invoked internal “growth imperative”.

Hmm, where do I begin…? Perhaps here: Capitalism is a truly impressive system. Unlike all, and I mean all, other human-made social structures, it is capable of, and indeed dependent on, producing permanent, often socially disruptive “growth.” While all other known modes of production and ways of life (I could also say “economies,” but even the separation of “economic” from other activities is an artifact of capitalist development and didn’t exist in this way in non-capitalist societies) basically function in a more cyclical manner, or at least don’t include the permanent revolutionizing of fundamental production technologies and thus enormously increasing productivity as a lasting characteristic, societies governed by the capitalist mode of production are both capable of, and under penalty of collapse compelled to, grow permanently. And here you shouldn’t imagine “growth” as some GDP figure ( as in : “The German economy grew by 0.2% last quarter, which means God is disappointed in us, so we now have to sacrifice a few virgins and a significant portion of our social welfare system to him!”), but as something very concrete, a bit like in the now probably forgotten 80s song “We’re increasing the gross national product”: every day a capitalist – a person who owns means of production and wage capital and wants to use them to produce goods in order to earn money – gets up in order to own more capital in the evening than in the morning. And every evening they consider how to invest the additional capital (the “added value”) so that they can generate even more added value the next day. If she doesn’t do that, then the next day she will be overtaken by her competitors, because they weren’t sloppy, they made their production more efficient and thus their products cheaper, and “our” capitalist will therefore be able to sell less, therefore have less, not more, capital in the evening, and therefore, if this continues for a few days or years, she will go out of business .

The “growth imperative” inherent in capitalism, like a grumpy genie in a bottle, does not arise from macro-political decisions or from capitalist revelry around the growth totem, but from countless microeconomic decisions made by individual economic actors, and usually has little to do with any government decisions. Instead, “economic growth” typically follows upswings and downturns that remain surprisingly stable over decades (see Kondratieff and Schumpeter). In this sense, “the capitalist growth imperative” has no “center,” there is no place where we could simply switch it off: as long as a large part of social production is for the market, and as long as most people cannot survive without recourse to this market because their own means of reproduction have been stolen from them over the years and centuries, this growth imperative persists, and our lives are determined by a logic over which we have little influence, a logic that creates itself and its effects, as it were, behind our backs.

Please excuse this brief, perhaps too rapid, foray into a bit of capitalist theory; my aim was to establish an important point I encountered during my dissertation research: not only is capitalism a uniquely productive and dynamic economic system, it is also a system that has no center, no winter palace, no place that controlling it would mean that it would also be possible to shut down, revolutionize, or overthrow capitalism from there.

Completely independent of whether we could actually rally broad majorities of the population behind an anti-capitalist transformation project – we cannot, more on this below (Chapter 3) – we wouldn’t even know what these majorities should then do, because, and this is another important point that my dissertation helped me understand, and which is of course also copied from Marx: unlike all other social systems, capitalism is basically independent of what people think of it. We reproduce capitalism and the value-commodity form (the “placeless center” of capitalism) every time we buy and sell products in capitalist markets. The more frequently we do this, the further we advance the subjugation of life to the logic of capital. And since our need to ensure our reproduction through capitalist markets is truly completely independent of what we think about them, capitalism is also largely independent of our consent. A system that can grow stronger even when it generates less “mass loyalty” because it can function through silent economic coercion; that has no attackable or occupyable center; and that, through its constant internal dynamics, continually subjugates the world, thus creating ever more of a lack of alternatives… A system that we have no leverage against, that can articulate our own needs for its stabilization, and that is as unassailable as a ghost in the machine.

This did not mean, of course, that there were no possibilities for resistance, no capacity for action against “capitalism”: if our dependence on capitalism – from which the necessity to reproduce capitalism every time we satisfy our basic needs results – is the result of the disappearance of non-capitalist ways of life and “worlds,” then the counter-strategy must naturally be to create precisely such “worlds” (social spaces in which alternative “value logics” prevail to capitalism ).) to create, defend, and expand. iiHowever, this strategy suffered from two problems, the second of which will then lead us back to the climate collapse question.

First: of course, “we” anti-capitalists can build countless ” intentional communities ,” dropout collectives living a non-capitalist life, but their fate will be no better than that of all anti-capitalist communes since the mid-19th century, since Saint Simon or Robert Owen and the other “utopian socialists”: they would stagnate and/or eventually be swallowed up by capitalism. Why? Because capitalism has this built-in, cancerous or parasitic growth dynamic, while non-capitalist forms of society do not exhibit such a strong internal expansion dynamic and are therefore fundamentally inferior in “systemic competition.” This is not merely a theoretical point; a quantitative historical study of “dropping out” as an anti-capitalist strategy would confirm precisely this assumption.

The second problem with “let’s build and expand alternative forms of non-capitalist coexistence” lies in the question of time, or more precisely, on the timescale. I asked earlier whether, how, and where we can “switch off, revolutionize, or overthrow” capitalism, and the initial answer is: no. At best, we can launch alternative social projects, expand them slowly but surely (building a new society takes time), and then hope that a combination of external shock, such as a pandemic or, I don’t know, a blockade of key fossil fuel supply lines like the Strait of Hormuz, internal contradictions, and global revolt would cause capitalism to collapse, and people would turn to the alternatives we have built up over many years through arduous, painstaking work. This means, however, that the temporality of anti-capitalism is not a fragmented, revolutionary one, but rather that anti-capitalism takes a really, really long time. No short-term “revolution” – a term that, in a political sense, has become completely meaningless in highly developed capitalist societies, because what would a revolution against capitalism actually look like if there were no longer a Winter Palace for Lenin and the Bolsheviks to storm? – at best, then, a protracted “transformation,” and a “post-capitalism” coming somewhere in the very, very distant, eternal future .

Capitalism, climate, and the question of time

And the issue of time in anti-capitalism—that we have no short-term way to shut down capitalism—became a particular problem when I began to grapple with the climate issue. A quick glance at the “hockey stick graph,” extremely popular in climate communication at the end of the 2000s, revealed that global greenhouse gas emissions follow the expansion or contraction of the global economy quite closely. If the global economy grows, emissions rise; if it doesn’t grow, or even shrinks, as during the oil crisis of the early 1970s or the collapse of the Eastern Bloc economies in the early 1990s, the emission level remains the same or falls. This relationship didn’t change even with global climate agreements like the Kyoto Protocol, or with processes occurring more at the material, production level, such as the expansion of renewable energies: economic growth = more emissions, economic contraction = fewer emissions. And since, as just explained, economic growth does not result so much from our joint political or social decisions, as we have no real access to the growth dynamics, this also meant that we had no real access to the climate problem.

All of this wouldn’t necessarily have stressed me out if, like many at the time, I had understood “climate change” (in retrospect, a rather quaint term) as a fundamentally linear problem that would eventually, perhaps in 100 years or so, lead to a gentle, and in Germany perhaps even pleasant, increase in the average temperature of a nice one or two degrees Celsius. But because of my connections to the radical environmental movement in the UK, specifically my political friendship with a comrade, now an influential Earth scientist who frequently publishes in the Guardian, I understood from the outset that the climate issue wasn’t about a slightly smaller or larger rise in global temperatures, but about impending fundamental changes to the conditions of human life on Earth.

In short: if capitalism continues unabated, polluting the atmosphere with greenhouse gases, the inevitable result is not a linear temperature increase. Instead, the global climate system—a complex system with two fundamentally possible states: stable and unstable—would leave its unusually long stable phase of the last 12,000 years, the now-famous “Holocene,” in which the global average temperature deviated from the mean by no more than two degrees Celsius. The more greenhouse gases are emitted, the closer we get to the tipping point of this stable system, the point at which a relatively stable global climate would be replaced by an unstable one. If this tipping point were crossed—and the real meaning of the “two-degree limit,” which was already being discussed in the scientific community in the late 2000s and enshrined in international law in the “Paris Agreement,” was this: beyond two degrees of warming, the probability of tipping into an unstable global climate rises to over 50%—it would be quite likely that the conditions for stable human civilization on Earth would soon cease to exist. Furthermore, this process of “collapse” would be incredibly unjust, as I learned in 2008 from our friends in the “climate justice movement,” which had formed/split off to the left of the “climate movement” at the global climate summit level, about the principles of environmental and climate injustice: in every environmental or climate catastrophe, those who have contributed the least usually suffer the most, and conversely, those who have contributed the most suffer the least and therefore now have the resources to protect themselves from the effects of their own fossil-capitalist destructive practices. If the global sea level rises, the formerly imperial Netherlands would build floating cities, but formerly colonized Bangladesh would be submerged.

So even back then I understood that the prospect of an unchecked climate catastrophe wasn’t “a few dead polar bears, but fresh avocados from Franconia,” but rather “the end of human civilization”—what we now call “collapse,” a topic that was already being discussed to some extent in 2008 when Jared Diamond published one of the classics of collapse studies: Collapse: How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed . The necessary endpoint of the climate catastrophe is the collapse of human civilization. The climate catastrophe is driven by a global fossil-fuel-based mass-production capitalism that we have neither the short-term material interest, nor the capacity, nor the leverage to stop, at least not in the time that was available to us then for “solving” the climate question. In a ruthless strategic summary, this meant: we were completely screwed .

Illusory ability to act in the climate catastrophe

Enter repression , because as a still relatively young anti-capitalist activist in my early thirties, I couldn’t accept this conclusion: sure, capitalism wouldn’t be able to solve the problem, and at that time I saw no way to replace it. But hadn’t I witnessed years before how social movements could make the impossible possible? Wasn’t social movement my means of dealing with my major political anxieties? Weren’t social movements the source of all true, beautiful, good things in the world?

My answer to the question of the impossible solution to the climate problem therefore necessarily lay in building a social movement on the issue of climate/climate justice, because: if the solution is impossible under given conditions, but social movements can push the boundaries of what is possible, then a social movement is the only way to solve the problem. That this was pure magical thinking, not unlike the magical thinking of emissions trading enthusiasts or technology fetishists – “Climate catastrophe? Sure, a serious problem, but first let’s create a market around it, which will magically solve it, or let people buy electric cars en masse, then everything will somehow be alright.” – I couldn’t yet recognize at the time. I hadn’t yet understood how many of our political narratives were actually myths we told each other to avoid feeling our fear, our guilt, and our shame in the face of humanity’s almost certain collective-capitalist self-destruction. Instead, I was absolutely convinced that we could build a global anti-fossil fuel and anti-capitalist movement that would develop so much momentum that it would somehow – I had already established that we couldn’t stop the capitalist drive for expansion, but I simply repressed this insight, which I had researched for several years just before, as completely as I repressed my homosexuality as a teenager – achieve the impossible.

Step one in this direction for me was the first climate camp in Germany, which I mentioned earlier. Step two was the mobilization for/against the COP15 climate summit in Hamburg: in the fight against neoliberalism, the summits of global institutions had been relevant levers, points of intervention, so why not in the fight against the climate catastrophe? Well, because these were completely different processes: neoliberalism, as a global deregulation and reregulation program, was certainly also dependent on these summits. If the signing of a free trade or investment protection agreement could be prevented, it wouldn’t have its socially corrosive effects. But a mobilization for a “climate summit”? If we were to effectively “block” it, the process of climate destruction would continue undisturbed; if a “deal” were negotiated there, as later happened in Paris, it became clear that the process of climate destruction would continue unabated anyway.

As already mentioned, the summit flopped, as did the mobilization, so we went in search of the next possible lever. The climate movements of the Global North decided to go “into the coalfields,” and we know what followed: climate camps, Ende Gelände, the fight for the Hambach Forest and Lützerath, for a coal phase-out. And what did we get for over a decade of selfless struggle? A lignite phase-out sometime in the late 2030s, while the world was already beginning to drown or go up in flames in the late 2010s. We may have won the “phase-out,” but we lost the climate fight. Even “the coalfields,” as the German government’s “coal compromise” showed, were not effective levers for advancing the climate agenda.

But the climate movement refused to be discouraged; the search for effective levers to take action in the face of the climate catastrophe continued: after the anti-coal campaigns in the mining regions, Fridays for Future appeared on the world stage, embarking on the climate movement’s penultimate attempt to make the impossible possible: friendly mass demonstrations were organized all over the world, the strongest single organization being Fridays Germany, which organized the largest demonstrations in the history of the Federal Republic on September 20, 2019, and showed: “Hey, a lot of people in society really want climate protection!”

However, even that proved ineffective, because, as demonstrated, capitalism is the root cause of the climate problem, and regardless of our personal opinions, its power stems from the lack of realistic, large-scale alternatives. Thus, Germany once again opted against genuine climate protection, until the Last Generation embarked on a final attempt, pulling the last conceivable lever – exerting maximum pressure on the world’s fossil fuel-based societies until, under the ever-increasing pressure of road blockades, they finally remembered their promise to protect the climate. The repercussions of this are still being felt today. Society became increasingly brutalized in lockstep with the tactical escalation by the Last Generation, and by around 2023, it was clear: the climate movement’s attempt to become effective in combating the climate catastrophe, to find effective levers against the destructive madness of fossil fuel capitalism, had failed. We were too few in number and our numbers were dwindling; we lacked an effective strategy, and society had turned its back on us once and for all. We couldn’t break capitalism, capitalism broke the climate, and a broken climate meant the certain collapse of human civilization.

Game Over.

And finally: capable of acting in a collapse?

Now you might be wondering why I’ve taken you on this rather lengthy journey through the recent history of social movements, why I, as a notorious “defeatist,” so vehemently celebrate movements that I ultimately accuse of failure? Because I want to show that the search inherent in social movements, the search for agency even in the face of the greatest challenges humanity can face, is still precisely what helps us deal with fear. With the exception of the climate debate, none of the conflicts described above were “lost” from the outset; there were always paths to agency, which in some cases were even followed. I don’t want us to “give up”; it’s about the exact opposite: I want to extend what I described above into a future of collapse.

So, one last time back to the chronology. What followed for me from the difficult realization of the inevitability of climate collapse, I described in more detail in the first book: first, the realization that “climate collapse” would also mean societal collapse and universal fascization; then, deep depression and the attempt at slow self-destruction in the gay Berlin party scene; and finally, the re-emergence from depression when I rediscovered “the movement” in Lützerath, and with my friend Pär Plüschke and his group “Preppa Tillsammans” (Prepping Together), the strategy of solidarity-based prepping, which was to be pursued by a possible, yet-to-be-initiated collapse movement.

But how exactly such a collapse movement would function, in what strategic space it would operate, at which leverage points it could intervene—all of that remained somewhat unclear. So now the narrative must continue: what does the social space of collapse look like? What are the “stakes,” what is at stake, who is still involved, and how do they behave? How do we, even in the midst of collapse, rediscover a shared, human capacity for action (which would place the project in question somewhere on the left and somewhere within humanism—in this new terrain, directions and projects become unclear and must be redefined), and avoid surrendering the entire territory to our eternal adversaries, the fascists?

This book, therefore, deals with the future, which will also be reflected in the nature of the intellectual and political claims I will make within it: when we talk about the future, especially a future that represents a fundamental break with what the future has been in our immediate past, not everything, or increasingly less, is necessarily “provable.” This is a book full of political and social hypotheses, of statements like “X is the most likely scenario, and should X occur, then strategy Y would be optimal.”

The first book dealt with the failure of an old movement in a collapsing world, and the search for new paths where our failure wasn’t predetermined. This book is about the emergence of a new movement in a collapsing world, and the paths along which it returns to solidarity and self-efficacy. It is not a book about hope, but about fear and agency, solidarity, and finding meaning in community (movement) in an increasingly dark world. If the first book was a travelogue, a political-emotional diary, this one is a programmatic opening: at best, it will be a kind of “what to do in a collapse?”

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Fences in the West Bank

Hello from Charlotte Mendel,

I am doing Protective Presence in the West Bank for 6 months and, for part of each week, I stay with a cluster of Palestinian families who are being targeted by extremist settlers. I have been hit, kicked, cursed—on my first day the army confiscated my passport and detained me. I experience it like a nightmare; I loathe every minute—my first head-on experience with a distorted ideology that justifies evil—and it’s my own fucking people! But also my first experience of the immense bravery of my fellow Israelis and the solidarity they are creating with Palestinians throughout the West Bank. And my Palestinian family is still in their homes, and they know that they are not alone.

Strong fences are one of the best protections for these families. My sister Tessa and I have launched a fundraiser to purchase 500m of metal fencing that the settlers won’t be able to cut through https://chuffed.org/project/185832-fences-for-taybeh.

If you love Israel like I do, please donate to the campaign. These settlers are destroying everything that Israel once stood for. If we want Israel to survive and thrive, we must fight this evil, for the sake of Palestinians and Israelis alike.

Thank you!

Charlotte

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LEFTIST ZIONIST STATEMENT, by the chief editor of Centre of the Web (this will be reposted at the bottom of all COTW submissions from Israel-Palestine). 1. I am against the antizionist misinformation and hate movement, including the very unholy alliance between Hamas and its sympathisers, and the so-called progressive left (of which I used to be proud to be a member); I am a left wing zionist; i.e. I assert the right of Israel to continue to exist, to not be destroyed, to not be dismantled (often used as a euphemism for destruction). 2. Like the original Kropotkin-reading zionists, my politics is anarchistic. My ultimate belief in a stateless global society does not mean that Israel should dissolve before any other state. Considering global history, it should probably be one of the last states to dissolve. However, the dissolution of a state is not the dissolution of a people or its historical link to its homeland. 3. Hamas (Queer-hating, women-oppressing, Jewish-world-domination-conspiracy believing Hamas) are not a liberatory movement. Their founders had strong links with movements whose representatives met with Nazis in Nazi Germany, to collaborate on eradicating all Jews. (Do your research). This is nothing to do with resistance against so-called settler-colonialism. Moreover, extremist settlers in the West Bank are not representative of Israel as a whole. 4. I am not Islamophobic. I support a peaceful solution in the Middle East in Israel-Palestine and the wider region. This of course includes an end to the horrible government of Netanyahu, and an end to the destruction of Gaza. It also includes an end to Hamas and all associated groups and governments, including the Iranian regime. This does not mean I support Trump and Bibis war. 5. Supporting the same ends as another, does not mean that I support another`s means. 6. The enemy of my enemy is not necessarily my friend. Think about that before you get into bed with Hamas. // Thank you. In solidarity with Standing Together, Movement Against Antizionism and Institute for the Critical Study of Antizionism