My proper social place

Published by Monica Wood

Note: this was submitted anonymously to Ishtar’s Horde. IH are interested in receiving any erotic fantasies from submissive males or genderwild others.

I do not find the shopkeeper attractive. But my wife and I have gotten to know her well. She has offered both of us emotional and practical support, over the years. So at some point, some kind of erotic possibility entered my mind. This is natural. I always fantasize about women I become close to. I am imaginative and in my mind, sexually liberated. Especially since the shopkeeper is single. I struggle to fantasize about women in exclusive sexual relationships with others, as the imagined consent from their others is harder to conjure up than my wife’s consent for anything, since I know my wife so well. And consent is important, even in my fantasies.

I developed a specific fantasy about the shopkeeper. I fantasized that, arranged between my wife and her, I would be required to perform oral sex on her, on a regular schedule (but not too often, or it would interfere with my wife and I’s sex life). Maybe once per fortnight, or something like that. There would be no kissing and there would be no other touching between us, including of my sex by the shopkeeper. Although I would be required to stroke myself to orgasm while licking her, as she would want to see that, to see me coming on the floor like a dog. Of course, I would feel very uncomfortable the first few times, but I would get used to it. This would be part of the journey to establish my proper social place in the village.